stream of unconciousness

4th year baby, what?!?!  i can’t believe i made it this far!

anyway, la lang, it’s been a while since i’ve posted. i want to atleast be able to look back to this blog when i’m 80 and not hate myself for not posting something when i was in 4th year. hehehe  that is ofcourse if i don’t hate myself more for actually thinking people care what i think about events of my pointless existence.  right now, i’ve resigned myself to what karra said about people blogging, i think it went something like, "yeah, by nature pretentious naman talagang mag blog eh, the fact that you think people actually want to hear what you say, that’s pretentious in itself"…but i think it ended with something like "but hey, we’re not forcing them to" hehehe karra, if u remember what u said that fatefull day i told u i was thinking of ‘blogging’ din, feel free to correct that quote.  but thanks for the advice, 3 years and some months later, i look back and am dam glad i have a semblance of what i always wanted to maintain, a diary.

it’s been raining the past couple of days.  thank god!  i miss typhoon season.  where the hell did it go this year?!  the punk stood us up.  i mean after all those years of consistently getting here on time, and doing it’s thing it just upped and left us high and (literally dry).  have some consistency man!  after milenyo, u think it’s suddenly time to retire?  or that u have to catch ur breath?  i’m not saying you whip out another super typhoon, but atleast fill up our dams and cancel some of our classes. 

why i like it when it rains:

1.  it’s cooler

2.  clean car (um, sortv)

3.  it’s dark, not that it sets the mood for romance, but that it keeps me from squinting my already tiny eyes (no tint on car)

4.  it’s an excuse to stay in bed even after snoozing ur alarm 6 times

5.  like the sound of it falling (helps me sleep)

6.  like the sound of the cars passing through the puddles, dunno why

7.  like getting wet in it, feels like being 6 again

8.  the sight of the homeless people standing under drain of the gutters, taking a bath.  have you guys seen this?!  man!  definitelly an experience.  they look so happy doing it.  and it makes watching them doing it such a joy too.  it’s like a fresh start (literally and figuratively) for them.  i dream of one day handing them a comb, a razor, some fresh clothes and deodorant, then telling them to go look for a job.  i’m serious, i’m not being mean.  i’m sure these guys clean up well, theyr just down on their luck.  oh, cept for the really messed up ‘rugby’ dependents, those guys are just friggin scary.

9.  u get to make rain angels in the puddles

yeah, i’m running out of reasons, basta sarap pag umuulan.  i’d choose a gloomy rainy day over a hot sunny one any day. even when i’m on the beach, doesnt keep me from doing any of the things i normally do anyway(ok, cept getting a tan).  or even when i play sports (cept for basketball, ball bounces funny)